My World
Dust to Ashes:

01. Turns Cold To The Touch

The surface of a broken hand,
a credent hand with nothing to hold
face turns cold to the touch.
My face was white, laying on the cold tile floor the floor.
When i entered your room last night, your face left me as coward.
Now I'm left with nothing but your stare that's burning me.
I don't try because I'll fail.
I'm just in line with the rest of admire.
The sruface of a broken hand, a credent hand with nothing left to hold.
face turns cold to the touch.
My face was white.
Left alone in desolate dreams.
Why can't I be beautiful, so you'd want to save me.
But you're the angel with the perfect wings that I'll fucking break and take you with me.
Take you with me.
Those words left as stain.
I must make you see the ugliness.
You left your light on.
You turned my will again.
Just look what you've created.
A sick frail man scared to look at his shadow.
I'm sorry that you're part of this,
but I can't be left alone tonight.
I can't be left alone tonight.


02. Hemlock Society

Rain falls for delusions of loneliness.
Alone in the rain,quietly dying.
What's left to build that still remains,
when my eyes are covered in black torment.
Two years of fucking torture,
I questioned my importance.
Never forget.
Never agin, never forget.
Forget this, forget my face.
Never forget, never again.
Forget this.
Forget my face.
Take the two seconds to immortality.
I'll never forget this cold stare.
I hope you're fucking choking.
Now I'll bring you back to my world.
Scratch and cry out for suffering.
Wither deep inside of me now.
Never again, forget my face, forget my face.
Wither deep inside of me now.
Never again, never forget.
Forget this, forget my face.


03. Just Another Pretty Face

Infect with all dissolved memories of one.
Why did you care, when you never cared before?
Why'd you care, you never cared.
Why'd you care, you never cared before.
I've become an instrument of your twisted flashbacks.
Still you condemn me for my mistakes.
A curse to your saviors will.
You stare so emotionless, but still I face down.
Your heart dies with every breath of this poison.
Annihilation.
I cannot, I will not, I won't forget.
Now I must stand dor who I am.
And every picture that I see is of you and every time you cry.
Because your past can't run away,
you can't run away from this,
you cannot hide.
You can't hide from this, it won't begin.


04. Shadow Walker

Fucking coward, does it make you feel big
and strong to watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won't you kill the weakness in yours.
Motherfucker, vengeance comes soon.
You won't stand in front of me.
I'll avenge my family.
Been waiting these four years to destroy you,
to erase you from this place so we can breathe.
Don't want you as a memory.
Shadow, I'll cast you down.
You, you're just a bitch you think I'd let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross, you're the one who will bleed.
Salvation from my hate.
Won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life.
I've been waiting these four years to get you out of my head.
You kill the memories, you kill the memories.
Won't kill this pain, your pain and memories.
Pain inside.


05. Ill Part Two

Delusion.
Lost astray, alone in darkness.
This loveless game of depression.
I still hear voices of you, so bury me alive in this hole that you left for me.
Deny everything, everything.
Shallow reaching out for your forgiveness.
Hopelessly, I cannot see anything.
Now I must take myself.
Now I must take my life.
Now I must rip it back from you.
Now I must take my life.
Now I must take myself.
Now I must rip it back from you.
I've reached the final judgement.
Every thought and every second that you smile,
it makes me choke, it makes me bleed, it was all lies.
Your smile makes me sick


06. Reflection

Blindfolded only to hear blank words of crooked smiles.
Crawling out of my skin to see a broken reflection of myself.
Sacrifices at the altar.
Pull the trigger, end this illusion.
A black candle burns for your cold heart.
A single choir sings for your every sin.
So banish me, erase the demons.
I see you gray eyes wink at the blade.
This breath of life and I'll watch you burn.
Thirteen locks the door, thirteen steps to break your smile.
Blindfolded only to hear blank words of crooked smiles.
Crawling out of my skin to see a broken reflection of myself.
Sacrificed at the altar.
Pull the trigger.


07. I Dream Of July

Monday morning, a midwest gloom above.
The word on the other end, the news's of death of hope.
Life slain by love,
I don't hink that we will live through this.
Life slain by promise.
One last message of the voice of him,the voice of hope.
But there was no hope,
every second unfulfilled lifeless reality.
For every weakened mind, for every broken heart,
his strength will remain for memories every fucking day.
Every word you said came true,
with this knife to your throat.
You got left in this hole, left alone to die.
You foresaw the end.
Is this what you want from us?
Is this what you wish from us?
You foresaw the end.
You for took the end.
Is this what you want from us?
Now we're going to give it to you.


08. Oedipus Complex

Curse myself down, decree of perfection.
A slave to mirror ugly stares.
Awaste of scars rather to torment.
Evil equals needle, so I shut my eyes again.
So confined, scratch at my eyes.
Bleed through my hands.
Yesterday was everyday, so I swallow this hell again.
Stare blindly. Mock me.
Cast this shadow down and I'll keep running.
I'll keep running away from you.
Inside black painted walls.
Leaves a stain of your sickness.
Never the knowledge of a vagrant.
You fucking leech crawl out of my skin.
I can't feel again.
Curse myself down, decree of perfection now.
A slave to ugly stares.
A waste of scars to torment.
Every moment, trapped inside, lost inside.


09. Lay On The Train Tracks

Here comes another, deception for each other.
Needles for your will, soaked up by egos.
You, dry up my, you raped away my foundation.
Tell me lies that never miss.
Why? The blood that spilled every time we kissed.
I am just your target, so start killing me.
Your lies won't be forgiven this time.
Your strong judgments leave me nothing but this,
placed a burden on my life.
Your lies won't be forgiven this (time).
Your lies won't be forgiven.
And now it all comes down to this.
Here comes another, deception for each other.
Needles for your will, soaked up by egos.
You kill, fucking bleed my dry.
Kill, fucking bleed me.
Bleed my heart.


10. Thrones Of Agony

Broken my promise of righteousness.
Condemned for your beauty of silence.
Torn angel wings, shown her soul.
A solid stare beneath the wall of your heart.
I ask for no forgiveness.
Consumed, diseased, abused, embodied.
Forsaken, I control my life.
Lies crushed by your standards.
Suffers. This blackest light burns brightest now.
Lust for your demise.
Oppressor, death claims you.
For every hour, death makes you weak.
Into the thrones of agony.
The hourglass too strong to erase me.
You will not sell me.
She cries aloud with this imbalancy.
I must break away from your skin.
I ask for no forgiveness.
Consumed, diseased, abused, embodied.
Forsaken, I control my life.
Lies crushed by your standards......
Fuck you.


Portrait of Goddes:

01. Rise

sink your teeth into delicate skin
armor that hides your thoughts for this eternity
a clean break that will never heal
is this the pain that was felt every day, fuck you
things will never change
is this the pain that was felt everyday, so fuck you
you'll never change, never change

now we both bleed, now we both die
now we both lose inside
now we both bleed
we've been here forty times
and we still lose forty one times
we still lose in the end

time to rise
every second of every hour
time to rise
we all lose in the end

i'll forget this
i'll forget you
i'll forget everyone
i'll forget love letters you never fucking wrote

is this the pain
so where is the pain
is this the pain
so bring the pain
pain, so bring the pain, motherfuckers

i sweated blood for you
time to rise

02. Our Enemies

now demons running racing through my dreams
taking shape, destroy my life forever
poisoned memories to fuel this fire
i'll burn you alive

you, too fragile frail
to leave a mark
for this lifetime
legions of storms
to prey this war
on you

designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall

demons running racing through my dreams
taking shape destroy my life forever

awaken my love
and inhale this beautiful silence
but for now and this thread i hold
will be gone forever
no more
forever
no more

designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall

this choce that makes me choose
and it burns inside me
and i lie awake
forever [10x]

03. Wake Of Orion

look into my eyes, say it's alright
but nothing lasts forever
i'll rip the nerve from your heart and i refuse
i refuse to live this way

eliminate
erase the most beautiful face i've ever seen
to salvage this frozen heart
i feel fake
i'm feeling abused
i'm feeling torn again
someway to be abused

someday
a new day will come
after eight long years of you
walking by me never looking my way
this is a testament
that we must consume
eight long years of you
walking by me never looking my
look my way

just to feel your touch
isn't worth the cost
fill the void in my life
but you, you were the only one
to see me alive
alive

you lie

now that surrounds with windows
and i've seen you walk by ten thousand times
now proceed to throw, or were they daggers
despite the broken glass, your smile is fake
your eyes are fake, your smile is fake
just the way the beauty you portray

the time has come
consume
you sold your eyes to the worthless
and now your face is killiing me
so many faces
just like your's
so many smiles
just like your's
your's, your's

I refuse to live this way
I refuse
take my hand and
i'll lead you through it
take my
i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid, anymore
i am not afraid
i am not afraid

i feel fake
and i'm feeling abused
i'm feeling torn again
someway to be abused

one last torment
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all from me
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all to me
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all to me
forget my eyes for me

04. Just Another Pretty Face

infect with all dissolved memories of one
why did you care, when you never cared before?
why'd you care, you never cared [7x]
why'd you care, when you never cared before?

i've become an instrument of your twisted flashbacks
still you condemn me for my mistakes

a curse to your saviors will
you stare so emotionless, but still I fall down
your heart dies with every breath of this poison
annihilation

i cannot
i will not
i won't forget
now i must stand for who i am

and every picture i see is of you
and every time you cry
because your past can't run away
you can't run away form this
you cannot hide

you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
it won't begin
it won't begin
it won't begin

05. Savior, Saint, Salvation

forget every word you spoke
regret this life to choke
purity just a blinded coward
seventeen the number you chose me
seventeen curses now will be blamed
on your sacred black heart
now i'm awake
my will is stronger than before
you don't know me
you don't see me
you will never fucking know me
come on

everything went black tonight
now i'm sick of being blamed for your worthless identity
of a victim the claim you make
a false claim for a bullshit tear
not from me anymore
not from me anymore
anymore
not anymore

now i cast a thousand plagues on you
so left behind to make immense

now i am set free
and i can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
now i am set free
and i can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me

red, red is the color that makes me sick
and is paid for in blood
it's paid for with your blood
go
it's paid for with your blood

and now we're taking it back [7x]
take it all back

this time to my eyes
you no longer exist to me
this time to my eyes
you no longer exist to me

red painted walls
you'll have our day in the sun
one more time

now I cast a thousand plagues on you
so left behind to make immense

now I am set free
and I can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
now I am set free
and I can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
you're too blind

06. Turns Cold To The Touch

the surface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing left to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
laying on the cold tile floor, the floor
when i entered your room last night
your face left me as a coward

now i'm left with nothing
but your stare that's burning me
i don't try
because i'll fail
i'm just left in line
with the rest who admire
who admire

the surface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing left to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
my face was white, was white

left alone in desolate dreams
why can't i be beautiful
so you would want to save me
but you're the angel with the perfect wings
that i'll fucking break and take you with me
but you're the angel with the perfect wings
that i'll fucking break and take you with me
take you with me
take you with me

those words left a stain
i must make you see the ugliness
you left your light on
you turned my will again
just look what you created
a sick, frail man
(scared to look at his shadow)
now i'm sorry
(that you're a part of this)
but i can't be left alone tonight

i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight

07. Portrait Of The Goddess

goddess
goddess of hate i've seen this face before
i do believe i've heard this voice before
so many lines
so many words
i don't regret a single one
do you despise the reflection
when you look at yourself
yourself

remove
remove the blindfold

one single thought
one single breath
one smoking gun
and no regrets
what happened to the girl i used to hold

i'm the demon in your eyes
but you're the goddess of my heart
now i need you to feel me
and kiss my lips one more time
one more time
one more time and no regrets
one more time
and no regrets
one more time
that's all you'll fucking get
one more time
that's all you'll fucking get

what do i have to gain
your face in front of me
what do i have to lose
yourself in front of me
well that time is now, you'll get
for last time, that's all you need
well that time is now, you'll get
for last time, that's all you need

goddess
goddess of hate i've seen this face before
i do believe i've heard this voice before
so many lines
so many words
and i don't regret a single one
a single one
a single one

08. Ill Part 2

delusion
lost astray, alone in darkness
this loveless game of depression
i still hear voices of you
so bury me alone in this hole that you left for me
deny everything
everything

shallow reaching out for your forgiveness
hopelessly, i cannot see
anything

now i must take myself
now i must take my life
now i must rip it back from you
now i must take myself
now i must take my life
i must rip it back from you
from you, from you

i've reached the final judgement
every thought and every second
that you smile
it makes me choke
it makes me bleed
it was all lies
your smile makes me sick

09. I Dream Of July

monday morning
a midwest gloom above
the word on the other end
the news of death of hope
life slain by love
one last message of the voice of him
life slain by promise
one last message of the voice of him

the voice of hope
but there was no hope
every second life unfulfilled lifeless reality
for every weakened mind
for every broken heart
(his strength will remain)
for memories every fucking day

every word you said came true
with this knife to your throat
you got left in this hole
left alone to die

you foresaw the end
is this what you want from us?
is this what you wish from us?
you foresaw the end
you fucking took the end
is this what you want from us?
now we're gonna give it to you
now we're gonna give it to you
now we're gonna give it to you

10. Insomniac

this day on never will i look back on you
those memories are dormant
and every thought of you
i'll see you in dreams
please, don't let me sleep again
drop your eyes to the ground
stay the fuck away from me

those three words none existent forever you condemned
in my perfect world your pain to me
your pain as great as gold
in my perfect world
you were always there
but your words ran stale
and you were never there
and you were never there

this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you

this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you

this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you

This is Love this is Murderous:

01. Love Lost In A Hail Of Gunfire

[intro]
this was a fucking bomb
for a few seconds this place was armageddon
there was a firefight!

you are the fucking disease
another day, another memory but i have fucking failed
i turned another lie into the work of a saint

so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face
now i rise from my knees
i will not live in misery
you won't take me, you won't take me
now it's me! now it's me!

all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
sickness fills the air
another life that you wish you could fake
your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take
i must take

so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face
now i rise from my knees
i will not live in misery
you won't take me, you will not destroy me
you cannot destroy me
and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength i have left
and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss
so look at your fucking horror, horror

i want to see your face, show me your true face
i want to see your face, show me your true face
my heart belongs to you, so save me
my heart belongs to you, so save me
for the sake to give it away
still beats, still beats, still beats, still beats
still beats inside of me
my heart belongs to you, so save me
and my heart still beats
and my heart still beats
my heart still beats, so save me
my heart still beats

02. Sweet Vampirous

i've cursed this day with no regrets
with no compromise. curse your grace
shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
simple love is to blame i won't lay my head down with this shame, kiss the sky
i'm always waiting here on the ground, on the ground
be warned [8x]

shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill us all
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill us all
be warned, be warned
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill me

03. Number Seven With A Bullet

walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life
and i think i lost you when i began to run away
so far, so far away from home
your approval, was the only crown i seeked

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see

mark me for death
mask me for torture
mark me for death

i stare at the footprints
and you, so far away

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see

mark me for death
mask me for torture
mark me for death
mask me for torture

i hope you see my face on your fucking death bed
i hope you see my face on your death bed

you played the role of the angel
now you'll see my face in hell
you fooled my mind with your selfish ambition, bitch
you played the role of the angel
now you'll see my face in hell
you played the role
you played the role of the saint
now you'll see my face, my face in hell

walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life
and i think i lost you, when i began to run away
so far, so far away from home
your approval, was the only crown i seeked

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see

04. On Wings Of Lead

nothing was supposed to hurt like this
missing you was always one more kiss
now there's nothing that i can do
one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you

always were and always were a simple love story
you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed
drown me in a pool of my blood
it's getting harder just to breathe
i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
so you can't see me sleep
it's getting harder just to say the right things

i've seen the angel's face
and i've heard her sing to me
from my reflection on this razor blade
i've heard ten thousand dying screams
and they're calling me

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
don't let me wake

drown me in a pool of my blood
it's getting harder just to breathe
i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
so you can't see me sleep
so you can't see me sleep

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
don't let me wake

nothing was supposed to hurt like this
and missing you, was always one more kiss
and now there's nothing that i can do
there's just one more nail in the coffin
there's just one more nail, and it's all for you

i've seen the angel's face
and i've heard her sing to me
from my reflection on this razor blade
i've heard ten thousand dying screams
and they're calling me

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
so don't let me wake

05. What I Bleed Without You

i've had enough of this
you're all the same to me
i want to be alone
eat me alive with your sickenss
hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me
so should i let it go?
my veins run sand that won't pass

you were supposed to be my only cure

and i've had enough of this
you're all the same to me
i want to be alone
eat me alive with your sickness

you were supposed to be my only cure
you were supposed to be the one to take her place

sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today
this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say
you were my one true cure, my only love
you were my one true pain, my only hate
you were supposed to be there
you were supposed to be the truth
you were supposed to take her place
you were supposed to be my solitude, solitude

sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today
this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say
you were my one true cure, my only pain
you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate
my only cure, my only pain
i hate you, i love you
my only cure, my only pain
i hate you, i love you

06. This Is Love, This Is Murderous

midnight, we kill
we slaughter the tongue of revolution
to our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust
how many times can i trust in you, my beloved friend?
because every time i trust, i lose
so i believe in nothing, nothing, nothing
because of you, i still believe in nothing
because of you, i still believe in nothing
because of you, i still believe
i still believe in nothing

i'll always know my place in this world
no longer fit in your fucking world anymore
your lust ruins everything
like a growing target on my back
i feel the knives are chasing
see my eyes are no longer blind
see my eyes are no longer blind
there is a purpose in life today
destroying you every step of the way
from this point on - no more friends
i know my role in this world
don't fit in your fucking world

this once meant everything to me
now another forgotten effigy
because only scars remain
broken bones form a hope that's been left grey
i die every time i hear your fucking name
been left grey [6x]

and there is a purpose in life today
rise to your feet, as we march to our graves
fight back

there is a purpose in life today
rise to your fucking feet, as we march to our graves
i can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart
tearing me apart
ripping you apart
tearing us apart

07. City Of The Condemned

it's fucking freezing outside because i saw you tonight and almost died
looks like i've seen too many winters in my mind
your stare is cold. you better turn and run away
because you're the evil. we will keep on hunting you
killing

so what more do you want from me?
we will carry the weight that you can't carry
talk your shit about us
we don't give a fuck anyway
you'll be the one to cry
you'll be the one to fade
i'll knock you off your high horse
tonight we fucking burn your dream

like glass your heart will break
now who's left to pick up the pieces
of your new shattered existence?

i've heard this shit before
i'll await the day to see you fade

so what more do you want from me?
we will take on the weight you can't carry
talk your shit about us
we don't give a fuck anyway
you'll be the one to cry
you'll be the one to fade
i'll knock you off your high horse
tonight we fucking burn your dream

talk your shit about us
you are the true motherfucking fakes
you are the true fucking fakes
you are the true fucking fakes
i'll burn your dream, no apologies
i'll burn your dream, no apologies
we'll burn your dream, no apologies
we'll burn your dream, no regrets

08. Mutilation

if these pills could, they would call my name
a quick end, suicide becomes
so persuasive and dramatic
a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me
and i'll remember every fucking movement

i've lost control
and i'm losing control of who i am
nothing seems to fit
these words fill a helpless length of time
they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose
into substance
remember my face when i am gone

i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity
your grip of reality

and i'll remember every movement
and i'll study it like an infection
curse to your embrace
into substance
crushed by your bloody kiss

i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

together we sleep in an unmarked pine box

been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

i still remember that first kiss
that first look, that first touch
and how it never made sense

you built me up just to be broken

i've, i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

i've been reduced to a fucking substance
i've been reduced to a fucking substance

09. Murder By Numbers

murder ascends it's beautiful face and sides with me
everlasting sound is sweet
all i wanted, to not be alone
but still you always leave me

i want your eyes fixed on me
so i can watch them as you scream

and you were so beautiful
but now you'll rot. and no one will see your face
and no one will see your face
and no one will dare speak your name

i won't remember your eyes
i won't remember the jealousy

what choice is left for me?
what choice is left for me?
this is a war i must take
to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made
and no one will see your face
i'm not impressed
still not impressed
i'm not impressed
still not impressed

now you'll rot [4x]

i won't remember your eyes
i won't remember the jealousy
i won't remember your face
and i'll forever curse your name
curse your name

i want your eyes fixed on me
so i can watch them as you scream
i want your eyes fixed on me

10. Dead Like Me

just a papercut to spill your blood
just a papercut to spill your blood
i hear screams come out the window
maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails
i am the son of rejection
so hold me to the light
tell me it's right to feel dead inside

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me

because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
tell me i'm not alone. whisper that breath that fuels this fight
from now on, this is my life
discontent for the rest of mankind
i'll always remember the way that touch felt and how i was so close
four seconds away from death
three seconds away from you
two seconds away from death
one second away from you

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me

try to find reasons to resist
and i won't break, not today
try to find reasons to resist
and i won't break, not today
bring it

i look back on a broken mess
pictures shattered with shards of glass
this is what my life means to me
i look back on a broken mess
pictures shattered with shards of glass
this is what my life means to me

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me

11. Shadow Walker

fucking coward
does it make you feel big and strong
to watch her cry out and bleed?
see the fear in her eyes
won't you kill the weakness in yours
motherfucker, vengeance comes soon

you won't stand in front of me
i'll avenge my family
been waiting these four years to destroy you
to erase you from this place so we can breathe
don't want you as a memory

shadow, i'll cast you down

you, you're just a bitch you think i'd let you forget?
someday, our paths will cross, you're the one who will bleed
salvation from my hate

won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life
i've been waiting these four years
to get you out of my head
you kill the memories, you kill the memories
won't kill this pain, your pain and memories
pain inside

12. Revenge I Seek

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and when i vest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold in judgement
i will take vengeance upon mine enemies and i will repay those who hase me
o lord, raise me to thy right hand and count me amoung thy saints

fuck your world and fuck your kind
go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive
i used to think of what you meant to me
i think of you every fucking day
why the fuck did i let you into my heart
now where do i begin
today is my last fucking chance
erase it all and kill my past

fuck what we fucking said
the memories don't mean shit
don't give a fuck about what you'll say
the memories don't mean shit, anymore
youre societys whore
anymore

i'll walk through this wasteland
before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again
i'll burn forever
before i ever fucking see your face again, in hell

anymore
and youre societys whore
anymore

fuck you forever
i'll despise you for the rest of these days
fuck you forever
i'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life
my life

why the fuck did i let you into my heart
now where do i begin
today is my last fucking chance
erase it all and kill my past

fuck what we fucking said
the memories don't mean shit
don't give a fuck about what youll say
the memories don't mean shit, anymore
youre societys whore, anymore
revenge i seek

The Truth:

1.For Love and Failing

I dont give a fuck
I'm not afraid of the worst
I'm the sheep who lost his way
Still looking for it everyday
I'll face neglect every curse you wish to throw at me
Without trying I would never fail and I fell in love with failure

I can't see through your eyes
What do you see a disgrace another lie
Today I'll start being perfect
Cut you open to expose your insides
Cut you open expose your insides

I know I'm still counting scares from every time you cried
Cus I remember the first time you died
Tonight I want to bleed along with you
Here's to craving everything you do

And I'm taking you on
And I'm taking you on
Cus I've got nothing left to prove to you
I've got nothing left to prove to you
I've got nothing left to prove

I dont give a fuck
I'm not afraid of the worst
I'm the sheep who lost his way
Still looking for it everyday
I'll face neglect every curse you wish to throw at me
Without trying I would never fail and I fell in love with failure

I can't see through your eyes
What do you see a disgrace another lie
Today I'll start being perfect
Cut you open to expose your insides
Cut you open expose your insides

I know I'm still counting scares from every time you cried
Cus I remember the first time you died
Tonight I want to bleed along with you
Here's to craving everything you do

And I'm taking you on
And I'm taking you on
Cus I've got nothing left to prove to you
I've got nothing left to prove to you
I've got nothing left to prove

02. Confession
Yesterday I reached my end
Now I'm watching you leave me
And today I feel sick
I hear voices now
This girl is killing

Her face was pale
She couldn't even shed a single tear over
My lifeless body
She doesn't realize
Because she never loved me

Today I hate myself
Look what i've done to you
See what you've done to me
You sent me straight to hell

Now, is this confession pointless?
Was my love entirely useless?
She'll never know
Because I'm face down in the ground
Underground
Face down underground

Tonight I killed myself
They said a prayer standing over my body
Rusty casket
Empty funeral

Is this confession pointless?
Was her love completely truth-less?
She doesn't care
Even now that I'm gone

That night you left
That night I died
That night I died
That night I died

That night you left
That night I died

The air was cold
Set for a briliant suicide
The night was still
The night you left
Was the night I died

03. Love In Slow Motion

I will always feel
And I will always care
I wish she was my enemy
But I'm still waiting here

For her to hold my hand
For her to steal my breath
For her to pick up the pieces
Of promises never kept

She moves in... slow motion
Sonically as the rain
As the rain falls down

Everything is still
As she moves to me
Stand still.. stand still.. stand still

Maybe I'll do better on my own
Why does everything disappear
When all I see is you alone
And her love moves slowly

This time now
I'm dying (I'm dying)
For you to call my name
I'm waiting, still fading (still fading)
So tell me I am not alone

I will always feel
And I will always care
I wish she was my enemy
But I'm still waiting here

For her to hold my hand
For her to steal my breath
For her to pick up the pieces
Of promises never kept

She moves in... slow motion
Sonically as the rain
As the rain falls down

Everything is still
As she moves to me
Stand still.. stand still.. stand still

Maybe I'll do better on my own
Why does everything disappear
When all I see is you alone
And her love moves slowly

This time now
I'm dying (I'm dying)
For you to call my name
I'm waiting, still fading (still fading)
So tell me I am not alone

I'm still waiting
I'm still fighting

Wake me from this sleep so I can
Begin living

Or give me the solution
So I can start dying

Will I start living?
Or start dying?

Maybe I'll do better on my own
Why does everything disappear
When all I see is you alone
And her love moves slowly

This time now
I'm dying (I'm dying)
For you to call my name
I'm waiting, still fading (still fading)
So tell me I am not alone

I'm waiting
For you to call my name
I'm waiting
So tell me I am not alone

04. The Painkiller

It's been three fucking days
Since sleep has taken me away
I found a remedy to erase you from my head
I can't find a pulse to feel this
I'll never feel again

So say your last goodbyes
And I'm taking back my sins
I'll take back the heart I should have never let
Never let you in

So say your last goodbyes
Today I'm not coming back
I won't crawl back again

I never loved you
I never cared
I never loved you
You won't fuck the life from me again

Now your hands are filthy
With narcissistic identities
A slave, another junkie
You're haunting the streets
You're looking to feed

But I won't be your carcass
You can't add me to your pile of dead bodies
I'm driving the nails through your hands
So you can't fuck the life out of me

You won't fuck the life out of me
You can't fuck the life out of me

I never loved you
I never cared
I never loved you

You can't fuck the life out of me
You won't fuck the life out of me

05. Kill To Believe

Now what do you want from me?
When I've sacrificed my heart so you can be set free
And time will never cure this disease
I'm only left with tired arms to stop from drowning

This is loveless love
Your love is hopeless

What do you want from me?
When I've sacrificed my heart so you can be set free

This is loveless love
Your love is hopeless

Do you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out before saying i loved you
Do you believe is this?
Do you believe in me?
If you believe in love?
Would you believe in me?

So what will you take from me
I'm the man with out a soul, a soul for you to seek
And time will only cure your desease
I'm only left with tired arms to stop from drowning

This is loveless love
Your love is hopeless

Do you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out before saying i loved you
Do you believe is this?
Do you believe in me?
If you believe in love?
Would you believe in me?

Believe in me
I've emptied my soul
Believe in me
I've killed this disease now
Time to shatter your heart
Bring you to your knees
I've found the strength to fight on and stop the bleeding
And I've stopped the bleeding

Do you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out before saying i loved you
Do you believe is this?
Do you believe in me?
If you believe in love?
Would you believe in me?

You're killing
You're not the same to me now
Got to kill to believe

06. Dearly Demented

Give up your heartache
Build your weapon to destroy them all
We have been stabbed to death
Now our hearts are replaced with this hole
Eye for an eye

Eye for an eye
Life for a life
Together we are as one
The broken and the heartless

Destroy hypocrisy
To eliminate the weak
Behind every plastic smile
Is the blood of humanity

We are the prophets of the night
And we will rise at our given time

Eye for an eye
Life for a life
Eye for an eye

Walk among the hopeless souls
We are coming for you
We are armed to the teeth
Ghost of invincibility

We are coming for you
We are coming for you
We are coming for you
Dearly demented

The holes in our chest
Mark the bravery of slaves
Fighting for your life
Hunting for your life

We are whores, the condemned
Cus comeone else once held our heart
Your broken heart, my broken heart
Your broken hand, your broken heart

We are the prophets of the night
And we will rise at our given time

Eye for an eye
Life for a life
Eye for an eye

Walk among the hopeless souls
We are coming for you
We are armed to the teeth
Ghost of invincibility

We are coming for you
We are coming for you
We are coming for you
Dearly demented

We are the prophets of the night

Eye for an eye
We fight this fight for the hopeless romantic
Life for a life
We take this on for the battered and broken
Eye for an eye
We fight this fight for the hopeless romantic
Life for a life
For those who felt like they weren't good enough

Ant I felt that way
And we all felt that way
Now we are rising up in numbers
And we will no longer be slaves

Walk among the hopeless souls
We are coming for you
We are armed to the teeth
Ghost of invincibility

We are coming for you
We are coming for you
We are coming for you
Dearly demented

07. Line In The Sand

The line is being drawn through my heart
And we're conceiving fires through our thoughts
You're just like me
You're just like me

This is everything I wanted to tell you
I'm still in love with everything about you
I feel the wreckage from everything you do
And I'm tired of still waiting

If I told you the truth now
Would you still leave
And take my heart
But I still feel ugly
And you're ugly just like me

When I show you the truth now
Will you still leave
Will you ever change
But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?

This is everything I wanted to show you
I'm no longer scared of anything about you
I lived through the damage from the heart you took from me
And I'm tired of still wanting

If I told you the truth now
Would you still leave
And take my heart
But I still feel ugly
And you're ugly just like me

When I show you the truth now
Will you still leave
Will you ever change
But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?

If I told you the truth now
Would you still leave
And take my heart
But I still feel ugly
And you're ugly just like me

When I show you the truth now
Will you still leave
Will you ever change
But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?


08. She's Gone
We are nothing
A lost cause for a lost cause
The hourglass is a loaded gun
Running short of sand

Breaking every single mirror
I'm burning every single letter
You're fading with a hundred pictures on my walls

We are nothing

Breaking every single mirror
I'm burning every single letter
You're fading with a hundred pictures on my walls

We're fading faster
We're fighting for another lost cause
And you're fading faster
Now you're fading out with the pictures of

We're fading faster
We're fighting for another lost cause
And you're fading faster now
You're fading out like the pictures on my walls


09. Tragedy Of Empty Streets
Now buildings are starting to fall
Bricks beginning to break
Your steps are leaving cracks in the sidewalks
Leaving trails of empty streets

And I'm goining blind from staring at your eyes
Because they release the fire of a thousand suns
But I've grown so numb that I can barely shed a tear
Even if you cut the strings that hold my head up

You're pulling teeth
Ripping flesh
So you can lick the blood from your fingers
So break my bones
Taste my skin
Let my death sing the end of it

So you can do no more damage
So you collect no more trophies

Let me be the last
Let no one feel how I feel

This tragedy began with me
So let it end with me

From your hell I've become this numb
I wish this pain on no one
Behind your smile
Beneath your lungs
I hope your darkness comes

This tragedy began with me
So let it end with me

I tried to be what you wanted me to be
And I'm sorry that can never be perfect for you
But every time I look in the mirror
I see your eyes staring right back at me
And I don't want it anymore

Now buildings are starting to fall
Bricks beginning to break
Your steps are leaving cracks in the sidewalks
Leaving trails of empty streets

You're pulling teeth
Ripping flesh
So you can lick the blood from your fingers
So break my bones
Taste my skin
Let my death sing the end of it

So you can do no more damage
So you collect no more trophies

And I hope you're fucking happy
I hope you're fucking happy

10. Return To Sender

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing
Our lives are all about to change

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing
Our lives are all about to change

There go the lights
To the world I've made in my head
Now I'll make the stand
I'll scratch out my eyes
I won't stop til you are dead

I hope that
And pray that one day you will realize
You were always my biggest inspiration
The pain you've caused has built
Who I've become

Now we might as well be strangers
Won't be a corpse so you can drag your dead
I've been blessed by the fires
By the fires of your hell

There go the lights
To the world I've made in my head
Now I'll make the stand
I'll scratch out my eyes
I won't stop til you are dead

I hope that
And pray that one day you will realize
You were always my biggest inspiration
The pain you've caused has built
Who I've become

Now we might as well be strangers
Won't be a corpse so you can drag your dead
I've been blessed by the fires

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing
Our lives are all about to change

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing
Our lives are all about to change
There go the lights
To the world I've made in my head
Now I'll make the stand
I'll scratch out my eyes
I won't stop til you are dead

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing

We're hated
We're bleeding
We're loving
You're losing

11. Hollywood Prison

Since you left I've found myself locked in another prison
But your bars and chains can't take the heart out of this man
Without you my skies are always grey
Now I'm seeing red through a different face

What can I say that hasn't been said before?
I wrote your name in blood on my prison walls
And without your contact
Those memories are all I have so I can't feel alone
I'll never be alone

The chemicals aren't aligned
Now I'm struggling to find your fucking spine
I'll rip out your spine

You can take my pain
But you can't have my heart
You can lock me in this cold dark cell
But you can't have my heart

What can I say that hasn't been said before?
I wrote your name in blood on my prison walls
And without your contact
Those memories are all I have so I can't feel alone
I'll never be alone

Without you my skies are always grey
Now I'm seeing red through a different face

You can take my pain
But you can't have my heart
You can lock me in this cold dark cell
But you can't have my heart

You can take my pain
But you can't have my heart
You can lock me in this cold dark cell
But you can't have my heart

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